In the blink of an eye...

things get changed
the heartbeat gets paced;

everything comes to a halt
all seems to be your fault;

emotions rush through you
memories gush through you;

everything seems impossible
the path seems plausible;

we loose all the faith
we get trapped for a bait;

we get heartbroken
our ego gets swollen;

Everything happens in the blink of an eye;

In the blink of an eye you can even die!

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2014

Flyover

"316" written in a yellow box on this pillar. The pillar is of no use to public, so why was it made? Or was it really made for us? No... I don't think so. The government can't be so generous to anybody. I wonder where has all that money gone - Those crores wasted on this flyover. But this wastage has eventually given me my house. A blue plastic sheet covering my body against the rain. I don't think this is effective at all. But do I even have options? It was better in the village. I had home there. But here, I have no home, no shelter. Nobody. Nobody to be with me and my emotional turmoil. Looking at her father sitting on a dirty mat and staring blankly at the pillar. M y daughter, what does she think of me? Is she still proud of me? By the way, I am proud of her because she is here for me when I need someone the most. Her presence is enough to pass the remaining life blissfully. But even she looks tired: I can see blackness under her eyes - maybe becau...

I was lost

Though I was there but I wasn’t; though I was laughing but I wasn’t; though I could hear you talking about your grievances but I couldn’t; though I was watching a video with you but I wasn’t; though you demanded my full attention but I couldn’t, and though you thought I was happy living alone but unfortunately I wasn’t. I let time fly by like an unnerving entity; I let myself indulge in acts which hampered my dignity; I cried for reasons where I could’ve avoided it; I sat in silence but with peace devoid of it; I felt creativity pushing its pistons on me and I found myself running far away from me. I embraced laziness as if it were my only love; I slipped past as its slave into its dirty gloves; I regretted my current slavery yet I was helpless; I didn’t feel like repelling as I loved its ominous calmness; I failed to understand whether it was a boon or a bane but deep down I knew, wasting this time would later give me much pain. - 2016

Call me deranged

How do people talk about Death? feel it like a with a gun-shot in their ears? or like, being pushed in front of a speeding train, getting crushed under it at the base of the platform? or like, embracing the front of a car with a loud thud? at the moment they see themselves dying? ... .... they at least do this: feel a knife creep into their heart? no! yeah, no. what only I feel about Death. can they pinch in the chest do they gasp ok, I think no? how can they! because that's - 2018

Fireworks

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